ok, i finally got my keyboard the way i wanted it
it was easlier then i thought
all i did was install the japanese keyboard driver
add japanese in the input languages and make japanese the default input
now when i start up my vaio, the keyboard settings start in japanese input but the default input in that is direct input
in direct input i get regular abc keys plus when i hit a certain key, i get the right symbol
anyways, thanks for the suggestions^^